It’s just hard to know what to do. I’m tired. And somewhat sad, because I desperately want to be able to know what’s going on and plan for myself and have confidence in myself to be my own person, but I’m finding it hard. And hard not to feel guilty about how much time I spend with other exchange students who are in my class. I try to get away, but we drift so easily back to each other. Not that I don't talk to the belgian kids! I even have several friends. Maybe after a couple of days things will be more solid.
Anyway, I tire not of the French, but of the inability to communicate effectively. I hope I get enough sleep tonight.